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      Film Recommendation/Research: The Conscience of Nhem En (2008)
THE CONSCIENCE OF NHEM EN explores conscience and complicity in the story of a young soldier responsible for taking ID photos of thousands of innocent people before they were tortured and killed by the Khmer Rouge at the notorious Tuol Sleng prison in Cambodia.
Paper Recommendation by my Mother: Survival During and After Khmer Rouge by Sara S. Brown, URI MSN
My personal life trauma experiences during the Khmer Rouge regime are described in this paper along with applications to Constructivist Self Development Theory (CSDT). This theory provides a basis for understanding the interrelatedness of biological and psychological self adaptation necessary to surviving and maintaining a consistent sense of self and the world. Five areas of self that were described in CSDT and which were applicable to my experiences of trauma are as follows:
Paper Recommendation by friend Diana Ho: Ethnic–Racial Identity Modulates Emotion Dysregulation and Alcohol Use Among an Adult Sample of Asian Americans
The aim of the present study was to investigate the moderating role of racial–ethnic identity in the relation between emotion dysregulation and alcohol use and related harms among Asian Americans.
 
      
      Root Poem
Why I Stopped Writing, Again
I tend to withdraw when it all becomes too much. A lot has changed since this summer when I wrote you last, I believe in July or August.
Photographing Pain and Truth
I’ve always avoided taking photographs of my family because it hurts.
Visiting Gramma in Hilton, NY
Writing this with a heavy heart. Yesterday I arrived in Hilton, a town twenty minutes outside of Rochester, New York. I’m here at my grandma’s Simone’s house, alone with her and my step-grandpa Mike.
The Faith I Was Given and the One I Found
Writing has always been my strong suit but I stopped in the tenth grade.