Support My Research: Fulbright Fellowship in Cambodia

Project: My Sisters Sleep in Battambang

Selected from a pool of over 11,000 applicants, I have been awarded a Fulbright Fellowship to conduct nine months of intensive fieldwork in Cambodia. This project, My Sisters Sleep in Battambang, is a physical and artistic homecoming centered in the district of Moung Ruessei, where I will be tracking unmarked family gravesites and mapping the silent presence of memory within the landscape. While the Fulbright program generously covers my basic living expenses, I am seeking your partnership to fund the production of this work, specialized research logistics, and community exhibitions required to transform these fragile fragments of the past into a permanent living record.

I encourage you to expand the accordion below to learn more about this project and my mother’s incredible story that inspired me to create this work. I am graciously accepting donations and have started a print sale to raise money for my fieldwork outside of general living expenses generously provided by the Fulbright Commission.

  • The Fulbright Program is the U.S. government’s flagship international exchange initiative, a highly competitive fellowship designed to build lasting connections through research, art, and cultural diplomacy. Selection is a rigorous process based on academic and professional merit, placing grantees into a historic network that includes dozens of Nobel Laureates and Pulitzer Prize winners. By supporting my work as a Creative & Performing Arts Grantee, you are backing a mission vetted at the highest national level to foster deep community engagement and cross-cultural storytelling.

  • This project functions as a physical and historical "homecoming" centered in the district of Moung Ruessei and the wider Battambang province. Following the survival narrative documented in my mother’s memoir, I am conducting field research to locate and document unmarked family burial sites and significant historical landscapes. This work addresses the "silent presence" of the Khmer Rouge era, using photography to bridge the gap between the Cambodian diaspora and the physical sites of resilience and loss.

  • The core of this work is a homecoming for a small collection of surviving family photographs, rare fragments that escaped destruction during the Khmer Rouge era. As described in her memoir, my mother discovered these in her childhood home after the war, including a surveillance photograph of her late sister, Avie; it is the only image of her that exists. My research is a mission to return these images to the landscape where they began, using two specific, tactile processes:

    • The Spirit Flags: I re-photograph these archival family portraits and print them onto translucent fabric to create "Spirit Flags." I then install these flags at the exact coordinates in Moung Ruessei and Battambang where my family lived or is buried. These flags are designed to physically interact with the environment, moving with the wind and breathing alongside the land, transforming a static surveillance image into a living memorial.

    • Experimental Anthotypes: To further weave my family back into the soil, I utilize the "Anthotype" process, a 19th-century photographic method that uses plant extracts instead of silver or ink. I create a "paint" from the local flora of Battambang (leaves, flowers, or roots) and use it to coat paper. When exposed to the Cambodian sun, the sunlight "prints" my family’s archival portraits into the botanical emulsion. The result is a colorful, organic image literally grown from the soil and water where my ancestors remain.

  • The Fulbright mission extends beyond image-making into a deep-immersion cultural exchange. I will be collaborating with local experts and mentors at the Cambodian Center for Documentary Photography  to facilitate workshops and share my large-format experience with the next generation of Cambodian photographers. The research will culminate in a series of solo exhibitions designed to foster cross-cultural reflection between local residents and the Cambodian-American community.

    • Proposed Exhibition Venues in Cambodia: Thnaal Art Farm (Battambang), Studio Images (Phnom Penh), and Bosspha’s House(Battambang).

    • Confirmed Venues in USA so far: AS220 (Providence)

  • While the Fulbright U.S. Student Program generously provides a monthly stipend for my travel and living expenses, it does not cover the significant production costs required to execute a large-scale, lens-based research project.

    Direct contributions to the Fieldwork Fund support:

    • The Spirit Flags: Funding the specialized translucent fabrics, archival inks, and installation hardware needed to create the flags.

    • Botanical Anthotype Production: Procuring the organic materials, specialized chemistry, and high-quality watercolor papers required to turn local Cambodian flora into light-sensitive emulsions for my family’s portraits.

    • Analog Documentation: The purchase and processing of 4x5 large-format film. These sheets are essential for capturing the depth and texture of the landscape at an exhibition-grade scale (over 180° of detail compared to digital).

    • Field Logistics & Research: Travel to remote districts and the hiring of local guides to assist in the intensive process of mapping unmarked gravesites and navigating regional archives.

    • The Return to the Soil: Funding the physical production of prints and digital negatives intended to be returned to family members and resting places as a permanent gift to the community.

Mockup of Spirit Flag project.

How can you help?

Please consider donating to my fieldwork fund or purchasing a print to support my project.

Contribute to Fieldwork Fund
Mother Fruits Print (8x10in)
$50.00

Archival 8×10in inkjet print on Moab Entrada Natural paper, handprinted by me. The image depicts a tray of Southeast Asian fruits being delicately picked at by my mother. Price includes shipping costs.

Childhood Bedroom at my Grandma's House (8x10in)
$50.00

Archival inkjet print on Moab Entrada Natural paper, handprinted by me. The image depicts my childhood bedroom when I slept over at my grandma’s house. The price includes shipping costs.

Sangkran Blessings Print (8x10in)
$50.00

Archival inkjet print on Moab Entrada Natural paper, handprinted by me. Image depicts Marlena Men lighting candles in water altar at temple (Buddhist Center of New England in Providence).

Thank you for your support!